Life's so weird sometimes. I don't really know how to fix anything anymore. I don't know when I am ever doing anything right. Almost everyone feels so far away, and I feel like they just pushed me to the side and I am something that's in their way. They don't really need me. I'm just a big mess up that people have to deal with.
I don't know where I belong anymore, I don't even really know what I am suppose to do. Who wants me around them anymore? I thought I changed for them and now it's like I did nothing. Why couldn't we be back in Japan, everything was fine there. I'm so confused.
Everything slipped away all at once, I don't know who I am anymore, what I'm suppose to do, or how to make anyone happy with me.
I will never do anything right for anyone.....I'm a monster
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