I watched this movie tonight and I don't really think I should have watched. haha But it was a good lovey dovey movie. The only bad thing is that it started to make me sad again. I know adults and everyone says that you're to young to fall in love or it's not going to last forever but how can you be so sure?
I know I've fallen in love and many people may not want to here it or even believe it. But it is what I feel, no one can change it. I miss him every day now and I know in order to start being around him I have to change. I'm doing the best I can right now. But it gets hard sometimes.
Today I started thinking about the future and if we move, or when we move. What is he going to do? I really think he will stay here. But would he ever come and travel to where I am at in the world and try and see me again? I think that "true" love is when you're willing to fight for the person and do whatever you can to be with them. If he does ever do that for me or then I will know that this isn't just a little teen crush.
Right now, in life, I'm just trying to prove to people that I'm not willing to let him go. No matter what they say and when they do say things about me and him they don't realize that it makes me want to wait for him more. I know that we will date when I am 16 cause were already almost halfway there.
I fell in love with him the day that I saw him and ever since then I haven't stopped loving him. I may be only 14 but you are NEVER too young to fall in love. Through all the things that have been happening I know there is something good going to happen in the end. Because God puts us through trials before he gives us are many blessings he has. I love my God and I'm glad he put Derrick in a piece of my life.
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